And so, so I'm sitting here in this deserted auto camp in Gallup, New Mexico.
就这样,我坐在新墨西哥州盖洛普这处无人迹的汽车营区。
I'm trying to think.
拼命回想。
I'm trying to get hold of myself.
努力控制一下自己。
Otherwise,I'm going to go crazy.
不然,我,我已经快要疯了。
Outside it's night, the vast, soulless night of New Mexico.
外面已是黑夜,宽广无边的、没有灵魂的新墨西哥之夜。
A million stars are in the sky.
天空布满数不尽的星星。
Ahead of me stretch a thousand miles of empty mesa, mountains, prairies, sesert.
空荡荡的方山、山丘、平原及沙漠在我眼前无止尽地伸展开来。
Somewhere among them, he is waiting for me.
在某个地方,他正在等待我。
Somewhere I shall know who he is and who I am.
在某个地方,我就会明白他到 底是谁,我到底是谁。