These Reflections oppressed me for the second or third Day of my Distemper,and in the Violence,[qh]

我的反省，在我生病的第二天和第三天，把我压得透不过气来dBdc|7hCF~VU1。[qh]

as well of the Feaver,as of the dreadful Reproaches of my Conscience,extorted some Words from me,like praying to God,[qh]

由于发热，也由于良心的谴责，从嘴里逼出了几句类似祈祷的话.Cv0A^!cN2fC6.uLmH4z。[qh]

tho'I cannot say they were either a Prayer attended with Desires or with Hopes;[qh]

然而，这种祈祷，有口无心，既无良好的愿望，也不抱任何希望，[qh]

it was rather the Voice of meer Fright and Distress;my Thoughts were confused,the Convictions great upon my Mind,[qh]

只是恐惧和痛苦的呼喊而已.G_C2TdWT0WcF^MqN。这时，我思想极度混乱，[qh]

and the Horror of dying in such a miserable Condition raised Vapours into my Head with the meer Apprehensions;[qh]

深感自己罪孽深重，而一想到自己将在如此悲惨的境况下死去，更是恐怖万分+O+wU+~lfooP.oc]!e。[qh]

and in these Hurries of my Soul,I know not what my Tongue might express:[qh]

我心灵惶恐不安，不知道自己嘴里说了些什么话，[qh]

but it was rather Exclamation,such as,Lord!what a miserable Creature am I?[qh]

只是不断地呼喊着这样的话："上帝啊，我多可怜啊！[qh]

If I should be sick,I shall certainly die for Want of Help,and what will become of me![qh]

我生病了，没有人照顾我，我是必死无疑了！我该怎么办啊？"[qh]

Then the Tears burst out of my Eyes,and I could say no more for a good while.[qh]

于是，我眼泪夺眶而出，半天说不出话来-[k5MwJy.[2X%QRg。[qh]

In this Interval,the good Advice of my Father came to my Mind,[qh]

这时，我想起了父亲的忠告，[qh]

and presently his Prediction which I mentioned at the Beginning of this Story,viz.[qh]

也想到了他老人家的预言L;M~l]wkgJc;X。[qh]

That if I did take this foolish Step,God would not bless me,[qh]

这些我在故事一开始就提到了_N;|guGOtwQ8gmZxN。父亲说，我如果执意采取这种愚蠢的行动，那么，上帝一定不会保佑我ug8Q9E[o44m~~。[qh]

and I would have Leisure hereafter to reflect upon having neglected his Counsel,when there might be none to assist in my Recovery.[qh]

当我将来呼援无门时，我会后悔自己没有听从他的忠告uXbK9SfB6^Jl。[qh]

Now,said I aloud,My dear Father's Words are come to pass:God's Justice has overtaken me,and I have none to help or hear me:[qh]

这时，我大声说，现在，父亲的话果然应验了：上帝已经惩罚了我，谁也不能来救我，谁也不能来听我的呼救了oTVO4_VT1fK。[qh]

I rejected the Voice of Providence,which had mercifully put me in a Posture or Station of Life,wherein I might have been happy and easy;[qh]

我拒绝了上天的好意，上天原本对我十分慈悲，把我安排在一个优裕的生活环境中，让我幸福舒适地过日子jNL.u~u8_=gKa。[qh]

but I would neither see it myself,or learn to know the Blessing of it from my Parents;[qh]

可是，我自己却身在福中不知福，又不听父母的话来认识这种福份P|g]5EL~0OS^oT2),。[qh]

I left them to mourn over my Folly,and now I am left to mourn under the Consequences of it:[qh]

我使父母为我的愚蠢行为而痛心，而现在，我自己也为我的愚蠢行为所带来的后果而痛心DJk*qO=iKb#U。[qh]

I refused their Help and Assistance who would have lifted me into the World,and would have made everything easy to me,[qh]

本来，父母可以帮助我成家立业，过上舒适的生活；然而，我却拒绝了他们的帮助zQ.rVE_BOHaz&#AV!V。[qh]

and now I have Difficulties to struggle with,too great for even Nature itself to support,[qh]

现在，我不得不在艰难困苦中挣扎，困难之大，连大自然本身都难以忍受r=3SK,[a0U^_。[qh]

and no Assistance,no Help,no Comfort,no Advice;then I cried out,Lord be my Help,for I am in great Distress.[qh]

而且，我孤独无援，没有人安慰我，也没有人照应我，也没有人忠告我C_BdxtP2]~B。想到这里，我又大喊大叫："上帝啊，救救我吧！我已走投无路了啊！"[qh]

This was the first Prayer,if I may call it so,that I had made for many Years:[qh]

多少年来，我第一次发出了祈祷，如果这也可算是祈祷的话J_zrNOTJRraPilZ_7S。[qh]