Don't think I am suffering,I am not suffering,I am struggle.Struggling to be part of things,to stay connected to who I once was.So living the moment,I tell myself.It's really all I can do,live the moment,and not beat myself up too much....
请不要认为我在经受痛苦,我并不痛苦,我一直都在努力挣扎着,挣扎着融入,挣扎着继续和过去的我保持联系,我告诉自己要活在当下,这真的是我现在唯一能做到的,活在当下,不要被击垮。