Undone Written by Anam Sufi
吾爱难圆--安南·苏菲
The orchestra of our past carries on listlessly
我们过去的乐章无精打采地奏着
Erratic, yet somehow segued, like time
不断跳章,却就这么不停地奏着,就像时光
And all of our choices embalmed incubate the senses
而我们所有的刻骨铭心的抉择悄然酝酿着情感
The smell of your skin
你肌肤的味道
The sound of your breath
你呼吸的声音
The question mark curve in your ear
你耳朵的轮廓
Now these seem hollow, like the nape of your neck
然而如今都变成虚无,正如你的颈背一样
Where once I touched and felt you
那是我曾经触摸感受你的地方
Alas. Remember the end, outside the Admiral
呵,还记得故事的最后,在酒馆外
I inhaled I exhaled Reflecting
我吸气 呼气 沉思着
I didn't notice you arrive but you stood there alongside me as the rain fell down
在大雨中,你就站在我的旁边,我却没有感觉到
I don't think this was a good idea
我觉得我们不该在一起
I said lying
我说谎道
You shuffled your weight on both feet
你不断地踌躇着
And I knew you wanted to say something
我知道你有话想说
I didn't let you
但我没有让你说出口
And you disappear like mist suspended in sight
然后你如薄雾般消失在了我的视野里
Betrayed by my grasp
从我的指缝中溜走
How I wish I'd run after you and said
多么希望我当时能追上你,说
"Hold me like you would a photograph, from the edges and lightly"
轻柔的拥住我,就像是小心翼翼地从边缘轻轻拿起相片那样
Because anything more and I'll be stained
因为再重一些我就将沉陷
Sullied by the desire of what would always and inevitably leave me undone
陷入那种对你无法自拔的渴望中,吾爱难圆