I might sprinkle in another, so be ready. OK, your two great acting roles were in "Roots" and "Star Trek." In between those two shows, you started doing "Reading Rainbow." Those projects were all so indelible in their way that I could imagine being pigeonholed was a problem. Did being so closely associated with those three shows make it hard to achieve your full potential as an actor? Everything after "Roots" has been a process of figuring out, What does this mean? Or at least it used to be. What does it mean that I got this? What does it mean that I didn't get that? The what-does-it-mean game is one that I had to get over if I was ever going to achieve equanimity in my life. The real truth that I have come to recognize is that everything that is supposed to be for me comes to me. If it doesn't come my way, it wasn't meant for me. It's all perfect in its design and execution. I mean, the idea that I'm still here 45 years after "Roots"? I'm not only still here but I'm still making a contribution. Those times in the past when I felt like I wasn't getting my due, out of jealousy or ego — that's natural, but it's self-destructive. I learned how to minimize my response to those feelings to the point where I rarely have them anymore. When I didn't get certain acting jobs, it forced me to develop other skill sets, and that was obviously part of the plan because now I'm able to do what I do as an actor, writer, producer, director, podcaster, storyteller, public speaker. It all happened perfectly because here I am. I feel like this life is a gift. I used to wonder what it was that I did in previous lifetimes to deserve it. How did my soul get here? This is hard to put into words: There are times when I experience my life as having been for a specific purpose. I look at Kunta. I look at Geordi. I've been able to express humanity as enslaved in the past and as free in the future and do it as a completely liberated Black man. It's kind of mind-blowing.
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