"They don't like me," I guessed.
“他们不喜欢我。”我猜测道。
"That's not it," he disagreed, but his eyes were too innocent. "They don't understand why I can't leave you alone."
“不是这样的。”他否定道,但他的眼神显得太无辜了。“他们只是不明白为什么我不能让你一个人待着。”
I grimaced. "Neither do I, for that matter."
我扮了个鬼脸:“同样,我也不明白。”
Edward shook his head slowly, rolling his eyes toward the ceiling before he met my gaze again. "I told you — you don't see yourself clearly at all. You're not like anyone I've ever known. You fascinate me."
爱德华缓缓地摇了摇头,冲着天花板翻了翻白眼。然后再次注视着我。“我告诉过你——你根本没有清楚地认识你自己。你和我遇过的任何人都不一样。你让我着迷。”
I glared at him, sure he was teasing now.
我瞪着他,确信他现在是在取笑我。
He smiled as he deciphered my expression. "Having the advantages I do," he murmured, touching his forehead discreetly, "I have a better than average grasp of human nature. People are predictable. But you… you never do what I expect. You always take me by surprise."
在读懂了我的表情后,他笑了。“我所拥有的优势,”他谨慎地抚了一下他的额头,喃喃低语道。“让我能更好地抓住人类的本性。人心是很容易揣度的。可你……你从不按我的期待行事。你总让我惊奇。”
I looked away, my eyes wandering back to his family, embarrassed and dissatisfied. His words made me feel like a science experiment. I wanted to laugh at myself for expecting anything else.
我看向别处,我的目光又游移到他的家人身上,既窘迫又不满。他的话让我觉得这一切像是一个科学实验。我想嘲笑自己,居然还在期待着别的可能性。
"That part is easy enough to explain," he continued. I felt his eyes on my face but I couldn't look at him yet, afraid he might read the chagrin in my eyes. "But there's more… and it's not so easy to put into words —"
“这个部分很容易解释,”他继续说道。我感觉到他的目光落在了我脸上,但我还是不能看着他,生怕他会看出我眼中的苦恼。“但还有更多……而且这些很难用语言来表达——”
I was still staring at the Cullens while he spoke. Suddenly Rosalie, his blond and breathtaking sister, turned to look at me. No, not to look — to glare, with dark, cold eyes. I wanted to look away, but her gaze held me until Edward broke off mid-sentence and made an angry noise under his breath. It was almost a hiss.
他说话的时候,我依然注视着卡伦家的人。突然罗莎莉,他那个金发的迷人的姐姐,转过头来看着我。不,不是看——是怒视,用阴沉的,冰冷的眼神怒视着我。我想要看向别处,但她的凝视让我动弹不得,直到爱德华中断了说到一半的句子,发出极低的愤怒的声音。那几乎是一阵嘘声。
《暮光之城》
与图书题目相得益彰的是,“暮光之城”系列别具匠心的封面设计则很好地传达出了每本书内在的深远寓意。斯蒂芬妮·梅尔指出《暮色》封面上的苹果代表“创世纪” 内善恶树上的禁果。象征贝拉和爱德华之间人类与吸血鬼禁忌的爱恋。在书的开头引用了“创世纪”217页的内容:“只是分别善恶树上的果子,你不可吃,因为你吃的日子必定死。”这同时也代表了贝拉如何分辨善恶——选择是否吃下那颗禁忌的果实,这比喻了选择跟爱德华在一起或远离他。