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第三节
That was when people had begun to feel really sorry for her. People in our town, remembering how old lady Wyatt, her great-aunt, had gone completely crazy at last, believed that the Griersons held themselves a little too high for what they really were. None of the young men were quite good enough to Miss Emily and such. We had long thought of them as a tableau; Miss Emily a slender figure in white in the background, her father a spraddled silhouette in the foreground, his back to her and clutching a horsewhip, the two of them framed by the backflung front door. So when she got to be thirty and was still single, we were not pleased exactly, but vindicated; even with insanity in the family she wouldn't have turned down all of her chances if they had really materialized.
而这时,人们才开始真正为她感到难过。我们镇上的人想起了了艾米莉小姐的姑奶奶怀亚特,这老太太后来完全变成了一个疯子;我们都相信格利尔逊一家人都太过自命清髙了。年轻男人在艾米莉小姐这类的女人看来都不是什么好货色。长久以往,我们都把她们这家人看作一幅活人画:艾米莉小姐身材苗条,立于父亲身后;父亲站在前面,双脚叉开,背对艾米莉,手里握着马鞭;二人站在一扇后开的前门中间。所以当她接近三十岁,依然孑然一身,准确地说,我们并没有欣喜之心,反而觉得我们先前的看法得到了证实。即使她家有疯癫的遗传,要是遇到机会;她也不应断然放弃。
When her father died, it got about that the house was all that was left to her; and in a way, people were glad. At last they could pity Miss Emily. Being left alone, and a pauper, she had become humanized. Now she too would know the old thrill and the old despair of a penny more or less.
父亲死后,传说那幢房子全部留给了她;人们也有点髙兴。他们终于可以向她表达怜悯之情了。孤单清苦,她早该懂人情世故了。如今她也该体会到多一分钱则喜,少一分钱则愁的那种人之常情了。
The day after his death all the ladies prepared to call at the house and offer condolence and aid, as is our custom. Miss Emily met them at the door, dressed as usual and with no trace of grief on her face. She told them that her father was not dead. She did that for three days, with the ministers calling on her, and the doctors, trying to persuade her to let them dispose of the body. Just as they were about to resort to law and force, she broke down, and they buried her father quickly.
她父亲死后的第二天,镇上所有的女人都准备去她家吊唁和提供帮助,这是我们的习俗。艾米莉小姐在家门口接待了她们,依着和往日一样,脸上也没有丝毫悲伤。她告诉来访者,她父亲没有死。连续三天都这样,无论是来访的牧师们,还是医生们,都劝她让他们把尸体处理掉。正当他们准备诉诸法律和武力时,艾米莉崩溃了,这时,他们才赶紧把她父亲给埋掉了。
We did not say she was crazy then. We believed she had to do that. We remembered all the young men her father had driven away, and we knew that with nothing left, she would have to cling to that which had robbed her, as people will.
我们并不是说她当时就疯了,反倒认为她的反常是身不由己,还记得,她父亲把所有的青年小伙都驱赶走了,也知道她如今一无所有了,才死死地抓住剥夺她一切的那个人,其实,是人都会这样。